On second thoughts...

It could always be worse than that...I could have genital herpes or something and that would actually probably ruin my life more so than this is...hahaha...sleep time...

I think that's quite enough..

Im trying not to let this get me down..Im trying to be cheerful and not let the little things piss me off...except this is ENOUGH.
Tuesday-got cold symptoms after getting my nose pierced...okay whatever...dealable...
Wednesday-Cold...Bad BAD stomach ache later on that night...
Thursday- Curled up in pain most of the day...slept alot...
Friday- Bad headaches, achy all over...teeth begin to hurt??
Saturday- Glands are swollen up beyond belief..sore throat...teeth hurt and are bleeding when I brush and floss??
Sunday- Same as yesterday except now Im exhausted..11 hours of sleep tonight..
Monday- Fever, Lightheadedness, dizzy, nausious (?), exhausted. Skipped bio lab to go home and sleep 6 hours. Even more sick when I wake up. Gums are extremly swollen and sore. 12 hours of sleep this night.
Tuesday- DOCTOR...no more fever although gums and neck are completely swollen up..I barely have visible teeth...oh and if this isn't enough..I WAKE UP WITH NOT ONE BUT TWO COLDSORES!!! I have NEVER had a coldsore and I intended NEVER to get one. I am now angry at the world.

Like I said...trying not to let it get to me...but the coldsores broke the camels back. Michaela is ANGRY because my life will now be plagued by disgusting red pussy blisters on my lips. My life is RUINED...one more thing to deal with....so now Im on antibiotics and some lip shit..awesome.

What goes around...always comes down

It's funny what people decide to place a heavier weighting of their values on...what (or who) people decide to base their lives around... Sometimes you find yourself scratching your head wondering why people somehow unknowingly throw good friendships away for something they may find more desireable at that point in their lives. I need to remember that I don't know everything about everyone and I am not right 100% of the time (although it is damn close to that). However I can and do have the right to feel dejected once and a while. But its fine, because things like that help me decide what and who my value in life is based around because what goes around...comes around.

Reading Week

Well Brooks was good. I did what I had wanted to do the last time I was there. I hung out with my brother and sister quite a bit...had coffee a few times with Mom...played a little bit of crib with Dad...Went out for coffee with a few friends... it was a nice get away. Chloe and I dyed Dorian's hair brown (:S) because he wanted to look like Harry Potter...(dyed mine too..) Guess Mom finally got sick of him bugging her to dye his hair black so she compromised with him. The three of us made cookies and just hung out doing nothing.
I got my nose pierced on Tuesday...hehe.. kind of a whimsical thing...I didn't really think about it I just went and got it done and suprisingly enough it didn't hurt to get it done and it didn't hurt afterwards! I thought I was going to be in excruiciating pain from the way people were describing it to me... Unfortunately I started getting sick about an hour after I got it done. I had cold symptoms and a severe stomach ache which finally went away today. I just got into Edmonton at like 10 and I work tomorrow morning...seriously the Red Arrow bus is alot better than the Greyhound!!!. Anyways I work tomorrow morning..still have all the homework in the world and I still feel like shit. Dad gave me some drugs so I'll unpack here very quickly and then take a Drixoral...write in my journal and then let it knock me out.
I want to send out my condolances to the Rosland family. They lost a very dear family member this past Saturday night and I cannot even imagine what they must be going through. I attended the funeral today, (found out I have no self-emotional control what-so-ever) and although it was probably the best funeral I have been to (if there is such thing), I found it very devastating. The church was packed almost to the ceiling. There was so many people there that I knew and that goes to show how small towns work. Everyone knows everyone. What truly is our loss, is surely heaven's gain. I know we tell ourselves this quite a bit, and we may catch ourselves saying this..but we really do need to stop taking each day for granted. Live every day to its fullest potential and always go to bed with a smile on your face.
Have goals, have dreams, always pursue the both of them. Don't let people tell you what you can and cannot do, how or how not to do something (referring to how to live your life). Make sure you cry, make sure you laugh, make sure you laugh until you cry. Make time for people you care about because when the time comes you will want them to make time for you. Value your family, friends (old and new), and people you meet everyday. Make sure family is important. They were there in the beginning, and they will be there in the end. Choose your friends well. Banish negative influences, thoughts, and atmospheres from your life. Do what makes you happy and go through life with a smile on your face. Be ever mindful of the needs of others.

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Mog

This week I:

1. Failed a Philosophy midterm...
2. Hopefully passed a Biology midterm...
3. Had someone tell me I was more than just boobs which according to him is more than some girls can say...Thanks Dave you rock. :P
4. Told someone to screw off and find their own damn phone number in the phone book b/c all they were looking for was some clevage. (aka. Creepy ugly nasty scrubby threesome of guys and an underage chick although they did tip well they were losers...we almost kicked them out)
5. Watched the whole rest of Season 2 of Lost in like 2 days.
6. Discovered I have an absolute obsession with the new caramel and or mint Baileys and coffee! YUMM
7. Learned how to make a paralyzer :D...like not for me though haha
8. Got flowers from My Mitchell :D

I am going back to Brooks this weekend..kind of excited however I have to miss Darren's birthday...hes getting a limo package to The Ranch :( I would have loved to go! Just to like go out with a new crowd and meet some new people to hang out with...So anyways he came into work tonight and I bought him a shot since I wouldn't be able to on the weekend.. But I am excited to see my family and my Mitchell and a few friends I still talk to down there...Hahaha...Supper and or drinks Monday night perhaps at Egans. Ill prolly invite a few more people just cuz then I can see everyone all at once...Well I should go to bed...It was a busy night and tomorrow will be no exception!!...yay...

ExHausted

After an absolutely exhausting weekend (which involved work and not a whole lot else) I am tired. My eyes are barely openening and I have a midterm today in Philosophy today which i honestly know nothing for. I studied for a couple hours last night on it but the concepts are so abstract and complicated that I doubt I am going to be able to write anything on it on the exam...So I'll try to bullshit my way through it but I can't see this going very well...Im more prepared for my biology midterm tomorrow though so I have all afternoon to study for that thank god....
So Im exhausted did I mention that? Friday night consisted of 11 and a half hours working...martini glasses breaking on my head and shitty tips. This is not healthy...I just want to make it through this exam half decently today...that would make me a happy person...
Im heading back to Brooks after work on Saturday..yay...Mom's cooking sounds really good right about now. Ill be there for a few days and come back on Wednesday. SOrry Guys not going out to the bar hahaha because ITS GROSS.

FAT

I feel absolutely sluggish. I haven't gone running in over two weeks now because of the cold shitty weather outside so I am feeling seriously out of shape and am probably gaining the pounds as I sit here hour after hour studying and snacking...WARM WEATHER HURRY UP!!! If it doesnt get warmer by March I am going to end up having a clogged artery or something... well needless to say I might just have to resort to going outside in this freezing cold and just suck it up because I refuse to go to the gym!! It stinks...people look at you...its a fashion show...no thanks. So I guess Ill just wait until the spring and then kick myself in the ass for waiting so long to get active again!! ahahaha.
Also..I don't want to work tonight. I work Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday and then I have two midterms next week which I have not started studying for yet...Hmm...I have absolutely NO idea how I am going to pull this off.. I guess I know that I work better under pressure to learn things so I know it will be okay. Im not stressing though which is a little odd. Guess I know there are bigger things I could be worrying about instead (couldnt tell you what they are) but there could be. Things could always be worse... haha. I guess I know for next time to look ahead in the calendar a little bit...because honestly this caught up to me way faster than I anticipated...I completely thought I had another week in there to study but this year is going by much faster it seems...
Tip of the week: Always plan out the whole month on a calendar and write everything down!!!!

I Could Not Find Eyes Like Yours ; )

For the record...yes I am listening to Shakira at the moment hehe.
Concerning the EDPY midterm last week...B+!! Hellz Yes!! That's what I'm talking about! I have spent the whole night catching up on reading..re writing notes...etc...I am motivated once more to do well in school and get good marks. Good..I was starting to get worried there! I was becoming lazy!
Well it's fricken cold and slippery out there again..looks like I am just going to get fat until the weather gets nicer out because I am NOT going to the gym...and I refuse to run outside in that crap!...whatever..haha. My Mitchell came up this weekend and we did some pretty fun stuff...mini golf, movie, bubble tea, IKEA, sushi, icecream (alot of eating hehe) and just kicked back and relaxed. It was really good because I missed him alot and it was so good to see him. Just laying around at home and doing nothing is perfect with him. He also brought me up a box of goodies from my family! I got cookies and muffins and chocolate and a toaster oven and peppermint tea and lots of other stuff! It was almost better than Christmas! Hehe. Well just thought I would update everyone about the weekend and what's up for this week! ----> STUDYING and working this weekend!! :D (I need to make some moola!!!!!!)

Down

So yes even my life has it's downs. I know its stupid to cry over money but this really sucked. It was sooo busy at work tonight and I busted my ass working and thought I did a really good job. No screw ups nothing went wrong...Well aparently that is bad for me because I made absolutely NO money at all. Somehow I managed to be short $27 dollars in my cash out, and then somehow lost $140 worth of tips. Now I don't know about you but I saw Australia getting a little farther away... I kind of need money at the moment too. I guess whoever either walked out on me or found the money must have needed it more than I did..at least that's the way Im trying to look at it...