Roomate

This is going to be more of a rant than anything...I am sitting on top of my desk..teehee I dont know why...anyways about my roommate...This is the exact thing I was afraid of ending up with..a bad one! Next time I decide to live in res its going to be with someone I already know or in a bachelor suite...because never again am I going to end up putting up with this!
1. If I am in the kitchen she is in her room, when I am in my room she emerges and quickly gets back into her room to avoid contact with me.
2. She always leaves Thursday afternoon, comes back Monday night so its actually really nice to have the whole place to myself all weekend (this is a benefit and a reward for putting up with her all week)..I can walk around in nothing but my underware!!
3. The only thing she has in the bathroom..I kid you not...is like a bottle of shampoo and a bottle of conditioner and some body wash...she keeps EVERYTHING...including KITCHEN things in her room...Why? I don't know? I've been trying to figure it out ever since I got here!!!!!!!!!
4. I didn't even see her last week,...shes very good at avoiding me.
5. I clean fucking EVERYTHING!!! The shower, the garbage, the cupboards where the garbage is...the stove, the microwave..I bought stuff to clean...I do the cleaning...I buy most of the stuff. We've had a few words about it but nothing positive has come out of it. I have to ask her to buy stuff and she claims that shes not going to buy as much toilet paper as me because shes not here as much...well guess what!! you shit twice as much when you're here!! So next time I buy toilet paper I am going to keep it in my room...along with my frying pan.
So yeah..never again is this res thing happening because I could end up with something worse next time...like a mega dirty person or some one who eats all my food..
Well there is my little rant about my roommate...just to get it all out there in the open that you know..she's a pretty major stress inducer in herself. I realize that she is a private person or whatever....then I ask her this...WHY ARE YOU LIVING IN RES WITH A ROOMMATE?!?!?! This isn't what I wanted at all! I wanted someone who I could like...at least hang out with once and a while or eat supper with or soemthing. Thankgod I have other friends in this building saving my sanity somedays!
It's wierd...the feeling is like..of anger and like tension when I come home but like if we ever talk for a brief moment Im like hey she's not too bad she's a really nice girl etc etc...then as I become more ignored again I get angry so maybe it's me just feeling the tension I dont know...she doesn't seem to care!!!
Well today was actually a good day believe it or not! I worked out at the gym...came home had some oatmeal and a shower...went for a walk in the freezing cold to get a prescription from Shoppers Drug Mart..got a White Chocolate Mocha from Starbucks..came home and sat in the lounge while I did some homework then made tasty baked potato soup!! I was so cold when I came home!! I had just cranked the heat in my place though so it was like walking into a warm blanket that just came out of the dryer...little things...hehhehheh