Wednesday, March 7, 2007

I Love Myself TODAY

Well I love myself everyday but today I am feeling very content with everything..
Oh and if you were wondering why my blog is called Sex Pot..its just a nickname that Melissa gave me...aparently Im very sexy in a quirky stupid kind of way hahaha ;)

Anyways...I went to both classes today...ya know whatever...I made a friend too! A guy in my Edpsych class. Anyways he ended up sitting beside me in the hallway while we waited to get into the classroom and hes pretty nice. I like having random people to talk to and I absolutely love meeting new people so honeslty it sounds stupid but it totally made my day. I think its because I FiNALLY got my glasses from Mom and they are totally hot. I absolutely love them and I think they make me look really smart ahaha... which is why I wore them to my midterm.
Then Kirsten came to visit me..it was really warm outside so we spent alot of time just walking on Jasper Ave, got some Bubble Tea (yummy) and just caught up. It was nice!
Then Allison came downtown and met me at Future Shop, and we went out for supper. It was so nice!! We went to Blue Plate cafe and had like..the most AMAZING supper...definetly going back there again it was delicious. I had a filet of some kind of fish served with sweet jasmin rice and roasted vegetables. Honestly...I wanted more veggies!
Then on the walk home I had a really nice homeless looking guy ask me if I had any money for a coffee and I just had a feeling about this guy he was really nice. When I was finding some change he was like "COOL SHADES DUDE!" hahaha the guy totally made my night! I hope hes enjoying a nice Starbucks or Tim Hortons somewhere right now.
So now Im drinking a nice hot cup of peppermint tea and just relaxing. Life really is about good friends and good food! It really suprises me though...the people I keep in touch with and the ones I don't. Seems that I have alot from Brooks that I just kind of took for granted because I hated the place so passionately. Getting a little excited about going home..not gonna lie hahaha. Lost is on tonight..YAY!

Monday, March 5, 2007

Recovery!...Near!

Hey guys!
Well Im glad to inform you all that the penicillin is starting to kick in and I feel much better. The gums are getting back to normal, and the coldsores are literally non-existant. So that makes me happier things are starting to get back to normal...whatever normal may be.
Unfortunately because things seem to be happening one after the other I ended up dropping my phone into a full glass of water last night. How it happened I have no idea. It fell out of my pocket off the bed into a glass...and I screamed, threw the glass and tore my phone apart. Thankfully it seems to be working...the only thing I have noticed is the speaker is a little quiet...so if I have to get that replaced or whatever no biggie im just glad it turns on!
AND i think I decided what Im doing this summer. Unfortunately it means leaving my current place of work (sob) for a little while... Im coming back to Brooks in May...working 80 hours a week until the end of July..and then I am going to Costa Rica for 2 weeks! Then after that I will probably move back up to Edmonton shortly after that to get my job back and get prepared for the upcoming Fall 2007 semester! I cannot believe how fast this year has gone!!! OMG! Like this time last year I was graduating high school!!! :S Im gonna be like old and married with kids soon! Definetly makes you value time when you realize how fast its going by!! Well I think thats enough for the blog for right now...I need to line up a summer job and STUDY my tooshie off!! (Midterm Wednesday and I have ALOT of material to get through by then!)
: D

OH if you wanna check out my Costa Rica trip check out this website! Its the group Im goin with and it looks like such a BLAST! :D
www.beachtravellers.com

Friday, March 2, 2007

The Update

Here is the official update after 4 days of taking Penicillin, freezing the coldsores and treating them six times a day for 4 days...
Mouth:
Gums are sore. Imagine spending 30 minutes flossing and brushing every morning because its so painful?? Yeah don't take that for granted definetly. Every time you do you spit out blood...lots of it...and you can't eat like...anything besides yogurt and applesauce, bananas,...juice... everything else hurts.

Lips:
Coldsores are ACTUALLY making some progress. I think they are finally drying up and going away!! I had a small one fall off...which was nasty but I was thankful that it is finally GONE!! The bigger one on my lower lip cracked around the edges today so Im taking that as a sign that its ready to fall off here soon too. I am going to love my lips after this... I would be able to deal with the mouth better if the coldsores were gone...Haha sorry for the details but Im thrilled its almost (knock on wood) over.

So yeah..other than that my day consisted of alot of changing plans.. particularly for this summer. Looks like I'll be coming back to Brooks as my summer class ran a little longer than I expected and I want to go to Costa Rica as long as I can still get a spot on the trip. I cant afford res over the summer either...I want to come home and make some mega bucks so perhaps next summer Ill chill out in Edmonton? So now I have to find a job there...quit (gasp...sob) my job up here...:( feels like I just started it!! And yeah..go back to Brooks for the summer and work in a smoky lounge... Maybe Ill get lung cancer with my luck. So anyways I dropped Philosophy too...now Im only in 2 courses..waste of time much...so anyways Im gonna kick ass in the ones im still in and then Im going to pick up an extra shift at work... yay... Well I am gonna header..Lots of studying ahead of me this weekend and I have to work in the morning so Im out!! Peace!

Thursday, March 1, 2007

AND im still alive...

So here the update if anyone ever reads this anyways...
Mouth is still swollen and I can barely eat...got a few more coldsores kicking around now...
I failed a Philosophy midterm and now I think Im going to drop the class...FUCK...this semester sucks im only in 2 courses and am wasting time and money being here.
There are like two people I want right now that aren't here:
My Mitchell and My Mom

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

On second thoughts...

It could always be worse than that...I could have genital herpes or something and that would actually probably ruin my life more so than this is...hahaha...sleep time...

I think that's quite enough..

Im trying not to let this get me down..Im trying to be cheerful and not let the little things piss me off...except this is ENOUGH.
Tuesday-got cold symptoms after getting my nose pierced...okay whatever...dealable...
Wednesday-Cold...Bad BAD stomach ache later on that night...
Thursday- Curled up in pain most of the day...slept alot...
Friday- Bad headaches, achy all over...teeth begin to hurt??
Saturday- Glands are swollen up beyond belief..sore throat...teeth hurt and are bleeding when I brush and floss??
Sunday- Same as yesterday except now Im exhausted..11 hours of sleep tonight..
Monday- Fever, Lightheadedness, dizzy, nausious (?), exhausted. Skipped bio lab to go home and sleep 6 hours. Even more sick when I wake up. Gums are extremly swollen and sore. 12 hours of sleep this night.
Tuesday- DOCTOR...no more fever although gums and neck are completely swollen up..I barely have visible teeth...oh and if this isn't enough..I WAKE UP WITH NOT ONE BUT TWO COLDSORES!!! I have NEVER had a coldsore and I intended NEVER to get one. I am now angry at the world.

Like I said...trying not to let it get to me...but the coldsores broke the camels back. Michaela is ANGRY because my life will now be plagued by disgusting red pussy blisters on my lips. My life is RUINED...one more thing to deal with....so now Im on antibiotics and some lip shit..awesome.

Sunday, February 25, 2007

What goes around...always comes down

It's funny what people decide to place a heavier weighting of their values on...what (or who) people decide to base their lives around... Sometimes you find yourself scratching your head wondering why people somehow unknowingly throw good friendships away for something they may find more desireable at that point in their lives. I need to remember that I don't know everything about everyone and I am not right 100% of the time (although it is damn close to that). However I can and do have the right to feel dejected once and a while. But its fine, because things like that help me decide what and who my value in life is based around because what goes around...comes around.